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Jason
19 this year.
Temasek Polytechnic.
miss
Friday, October 23, 2009, 7:56 PM
there was a time i met you~
it was so great that i could not stop myself looking and smiling at you.
i told myself, was that a crush? or i started falling in love with you?
the dinner that we had, it was so fantastic. laughter, jokes, cool stuff..
we were shy, slowly getting closed. shared many things with each other.
after the night of happiness, i asked you, are we going to meet up again?
you told me, not only ONCE, there will be much more to come.
i was so happy that i could hardly sleep that night.
but, things changes on the next day.
you didn't contact me AT ALL~ guess you were busy with your stuff?
i would not want to disturb you, at the same time, i want to hear from you.
i need you to be there, i worried about you, i need you to comfort me.
those Uneasy feelings that troubled me for the whole day is FUCKED. seriously.
thinking of giving up but you promised me things. which make me not to.
i told myself not to put much hope on it.
when i was down, sad, you appeared in my life again.
why did you choose step in at this moment in time?
i was so weak, helpless. thanks for the encouragement that you gave me, truly appreciated.
you came to my life out of a sudden, and left without saying a proper goodbye.
that exactly sounds like the movie "500days of summer". but mine was only A FEW DAYS.
i thought i could move on, strongly. up till now, i realised that i couldn't make it AT ALL.
thinking backwards, was i really a dumb to trust your words?
for one thing i assured, i didn't regret to know you.
someone has told me,
" you may take one second to fall in love with someone, but you
also may take a life time to forget about the person"
i miss you, i do.